Look back
When I was teen, there wasn’t much to look back. All I had was the future. But a decade from then it’s a much different story. I have experienced happiest days of my life. I have experienced the angriest days of my life. I have experienced how it feels to love someone. I have found best friends. I have lost them all at once. I have lost my future and hope. I had to build up the future from scratch. When I became older there are so much more to look back. It’s much easier to sink into my memories. I spend more time thinking of my past. It’s unavoidable to yearn. One thing makes me proud is I don’t have regrets by not trying. I wonder what I will be looking back in ten years from now.